Thursday, March 27, 2008

2008 LAE results

look who's No. 177... :-)

2008 LAW APTITUDE EXAMINATION (LAE) RESULTS

The U.P. College of Law announces the names of LAE Examinees who qualified for interview. The U.P. College of Law will admit for enrollment this AY 2008-2009 only 200 interviewees. Those who will qualify for enrollment shall be required to submit: a) Certificate of Graduation; b) Official Transcript of Records and c) Certification of good standing for those who have previously enrolled or are enrolled in other law schools, before they are allowed to enroll.

The schedule of interviews will be announced later.

1

ABAD, KATRINA NESSA MANUEL

2

ABELINDE, RACHEL JANE ADORNA

3

ABOLA, RAMON MIGUEL GONZALES

4

ACHA, MAE ANN SARTE

5

ACLA, CYRUS JOHN ORGANO

6

AGORILLA, MERIELLE ANGELIE GO

7

ALBANO, PIA URSULA PEKAS

8

ALCANTARA, AUSTIN CLAUDE SEVILLA

9

ALEJANDRE, PAULINE FERRER

10

ALMOJUELA, ANNIE REGIDOR


11

ALVAREZ, MA. JESSA MARTIN

12

AMADOR, TINA ANDREA VALERA

13

AMBROCIO, MA. CARMENCITA CALDERON

14

ANDAL, EMMANUEL GENESIS TOMAGAN

15

ANG, MONICA HAZEL CRUZ

16

ANGELES, DARWIN POBRE

17

APUAN, MEDIATRIX II LOTERTE

18

ARANZASO, DESIREE CLARRISSE KING

19

ARIAS, MICHELLE CATAPANG

20

AUSAN, ANNIEFAIR ACLADO

21

AVESTRUZ, KIRK DAVASOL

22

AVILA, ALDAN SUBION

23

AXALAN, MIKKO ANGELA CRUZ

24

BACLAY, FRANCIS PAUL UMAHAG

25

BAGUISI, ALAIN BAÑGUG

26

BAINTO, NEAL VINCENT MERCADO

27

BALAQUIAO, ELEANOR NELLASCA

28

BALMES, IRENE BALMES

29

BALTAO, VANESSA ANNA NACU

30

BANTOL, RAISA ATHENA GULLE

31

BANZON, MELVIN JOSEPH LIWAG

32

BARRETTO, MIGUEL ANGELO TANSENGCO

33

BARTOLOME, DIANE MERCE BARCENA

34

BASE, MARIA GRACIELA DELOS SANTOS

35

BASMAN, ANNA TALIA SUMANDE

36

BASMAYOR, MELISSA VILLA-REAL

37

BATNAG, ODINA ESGUERRA

38

BAUTISTA, KRYSTEL JEHAN MAGSAKAY

39

BERNARDINO, CRISELA LALUNIO

40

BERNARDO, NICOLO FERNANDEZ

41

BLEZA, MA. KEALA MAE MARCELO

42

BUADO, MARIA EDSIE VITERBO

43

BUENAVENTURA, MA. CLARISSA HEARTY VILLACORTA

44

BUNAG, JAN NICKLAUS SALVO

45

BUNAGAN, ROBERT MELCHOR ESPIRITU

46

BUNDOC, JESUS KRISTOFFER GINES

47

BUNYI, JUDITH MARIE GRIMALDO

48

BUSTAMANTE, BLESIE MAE PARADO

49

BUSTOS, ADRIAN FRANCIS SARMIENTO

50

CALIBO, JANUSZ SALAMAT

51

CAMISO, ALDOUS BENJAMIN CLEMENTE

52

CAÑETE, CHARNEM BAL

53

CAPUNFUERZA, EVERGLOW VITUG

54

CARDENAS, KENNETH LAWRENCE FONDEVILLA

55

CARLOS, RICHARD LEE VI BALINA

56

CARPIO, PETER LLOYD DORIA

57

CASADOR, ANGELI NESS PADRONES

58

CAYCO, NATASHA DAVID

59

CEDEÑO, JESSA MARY ANN CELO

60

CERRO-CRUZ, MARIA ALOHA MERCADO

61

CERVANTES, MARIA FLORENCE CRISELDA VERANO

62

CHANG, LEICA TORRES

63

CIMAGALA, ALEXIS NOLASCO

64

COLOBONG, ROYELYNNE JESSA KRIS GARCIA

65

COLUMNA, CHRISTOPHER POLA

66

CONTI, MARIA KRISTINA CALINGASAN

67

CONVOCAR, DANIEL LUIS RODRIGUEZ

68

CORTES, INEZ CHIARA CALAPIT

69

CRISOSTOMO, JAIM MARI MARCOS

70

CRUZ, BERNADETTE SO

71

CRUZ, EMMANUEL REY PINE

72

CRUZ, RHEENA LYN LAPLANA

73

DABALOS, NERISSA ANN PUNZAL

74

DACANAY, MA. CECILIA YLAGAN

75

DE DUMO, JILLIANE JOYCE RAPSING

76

DE GUZMAN, ELAINE PADRE

77

DE GUZMAN, MARIA GERALDINE MERCADO

78

DE JESUS, JADE HUANG

79

DE JESUS, NERISSA NEPOMUCENO

80

DE MESA, JENA CHRISTINE ESTEVES

81

DE SANTOS, JONATHAN FREDERIC PAUL

82

DE TORRES, CRISTAL FAITH LORENO

83

DECLARO, RUTH AGNES DIMAYACYAC

84

DEINLA, JOSALEE SANTOS

85

DELA CRUZ, ALMA ISABEL TALOB

86

DELA CRUZ, ROLANDO SINAGUINAN

87

DELA CUESTA, ROGIE LERIDA

88

DELGADO, DARYLL JANE SUMAYOD

89

DELOS REYES, DIANNE MARGARETTE TINIO

90

DELOS REYES, NORIETESS PASAHOL

91

DEVERATURDA, JOAN PAULA ANTAZO

92

DIAZ, JIANESSA CAMILLE DOMINGO

93

DIAZ, RONA APRIL DELA VEGA

94

DIMACULANGAN, ROBERTO MIGUEL ILUSTRE

95

DIONELA, VIRMARIE BARRIENTOS

96

DIZON, JUSTINNE DY

97

DIZON, MA. LIBERTY RIO PIQUERO

98

DOMINGO, FRANCES YANI PINE

99

DOMINGO, MIGUEL BABILONIA

100

ESCOSURA, LESLIE CEDILLO

101

ESPERAS, ERIKA MARIZ VALEDA

102

ESPINOSA, MYRAFLOR TATEL

103

ESTRELLA, MARICOR DE VERA

104

EUROPA, ROSE CELINE REYES

105

FELICIA, LUZ ANGELA DAPAL

106

FERRER, ROSETTE SORIANO

107

FLORES, SOLEIL CHUA

108

FRANCISCO, ROSA PILIPINAS FADRI

109

GAMO, CISELIE MARIE TORRES

110

GANDIA, TEPHANIE MAGNO

111

GANZON, MINA ANGELES LIM

112

GARCIA, CHARLENE LORENA DAYRIT

113

GARCIA, RON MICHAEL BONTIGAO

114

GAYARES, CEDRIK BEN ABOGA

115

GERVACIO, DIANA SIA

116

GO, JOSEPH III MANGASER

117

GO, MARIE MICHELLE BAYOTAS

118

GOINGO, FRANCIS JOSEF TOMOTORGO

119

GOMEZ, JONI ROJAS

120

GONONG, JUNO ATHENA NONES

121

GONZALES, ANDREA MONICA VALLE

122

GONZALES, ATHANASIA ZOE AMURAO

123

GONZALES, MARK LESLIE PACUDAN

124

GREGORIO, MAURA ROSARIO AVELINO

125

GUERRERO, KATRINA ELENA DELA FUENTE

126

GUIDOTE, JOSE ANGEL JR. BASKIÑAS

127

GUILLEN, ANGELO KARLO TAGAMOLILA

128

GUINTO, CELENI KRISTINE GAWIRAN

129

GUMABAO, REILAND GUERRERO

130

GUMBAN, VANESSA JAVELLANA

131

GURREA, FAY IRENE LONGNO

132

GUTIERREZ, EVA MARIE GARCIA

133

GUY-UYCO, CHASTINE GRACE SEQUITO

134

HADLOCON, FATIMA FAYE CO

135

HERNANDEZ, JILL MAUREEN SULAYAO

136

HERNANDEZ, PATRICIA ANDREA ORDOÑEZ

137

HIDALGO, PHOEBE CORAZON CABIGAS

138

IBAÑEZ, JONATHAN JURADO

139

ICALLA, LEO MEL DENNIS BOTE

140

INCIONG, JHOAN ANDREI ATENGCO

141

INOCENTES, KATRINA BIANCA TROGO

142

JAMON, TANYA GRACE GOROSPE

143

JULIANO, JEREMIAH BARRIOS

144

JUSI, GENEVIEVE ENCINA

145

KINTANAR, SILAYAN CRUZ

146

KUHUTAN, IBN KHALDON SAHIBUDDIN

147

LACHICA, JOSEPH ANTHONY DE JESUS

148

LACSINA, CONRAD SMITH CACULBA

149

LAGASON, PAULA GRACE CASTRO

150

LAGGUI, MARIE HYACINTH GUZON

151

LAMBINO, MARY RHAULINE DE GUZMAN

152

LAMUG, GUILLER KRISTOFFER LOMBOS

153

LANGIT, EARLA KAHLILA MIKHAILA CAGUIOA

154

LAPERAL, FATIMA PALCES

155

LAPID, RAFAEL AUGUSTINE SIONGCO

156

LASAM, NORMAN CLARENCE TRINIDAD

157

LAURON, DIANA MARGARET CEDRO

158

LAZARO, GRACE ANN CORNEJO

159

LEDESMA, LEOFRED IAN TIRADOR

160

LEIDO, JUAN PAOLO MIGUEL BAROA

161

LENA, ANDREW JOHN MOLEN

162

LIBANAN, STELLA MARIS ELLADO

163

LOGROÑO, PRINCESS JAZMINE CABANBAN

164

LOON, JOSE MARTIN AZCARRAGA

165

LOPEZ, FIDES CARISSA BIANCA REYES

166

LOZADA, AARON ERICK AGUILAR

167

LUCAS, DANJUN GARCIA

168

LUCIANO, MARK CHRISTIAN DEL ROSARIO

169

MACABODBOD, LOU BRYAN RANA

170

MACANAN, MA. FATIMA APINADO

171

MACATANGAY, JOSEPH MIRRO AGUADO

172

MADARIETA, MARIA CRISTINA MURILLO

173

MADRID, KRISTOFFER GABRIEL LAURIO

174

MANCAO, KATRINA MICHELLE FERRAREN

175

MANIEGO, CATRIONA RHIANNON GALINDEZ

176

MANLAGÑIT, FRANCIS ANTONIO VARGAS

177

MANLANGIT, DONNA PATRICIA CALIZAR

178

MANOTOC, FERDINAND RICHARD MICHAEL MARCOS

179

MARANAN, JEWELYN CABRERA

180

MARANAN, MARIA CARMELA TEODORO

181

MARASIGAN, NATHAN JABAN

182

MARCOS, PORFERIO JR. GELERA

183

MAROTO, MA. ALEXANDRIA IXARA BALAMBAM

184

MARQUEZ, LEANDER PENASO

185

MARQUEZ, MARIA MYLENE DABU

186

MASCENON, ERNESTO MARIO JR SONGCUYA

187

MEJIA, VENUS AMELIE GUARIN

188

MENDOZA, DANIEL ANGELO VILLANUEVA

189

MENDOZA, GERARDO ESTOLAS

190

MENDOZA, MARYCHELLE TEVES

191

MINA, JAMES ANTHONY RESPICIO

192

MOLINA, JAMILLE FILOMENA AQUINO

193

MONDRAGON, MARY GRETCHEN SILOS

194

MORILLO, LEO ADRIAN BANIQUED

195

NAVARRO, DAN RUDOLPH MERILLO

196

NAVERA, JOCELYN AMOR SOLIS

197

NGUI, NICOLE ALEXANDRA CABASAG

198

NISPEROS, BENEDICT GUIRNALDA

199

NOGRALES, JUAN FIDEL FELIPE FUENTES

200

NONATO, ROSELLE JEAN LAO

201

OBIAS, JOHN DOMINIC SALGADO

202

OMNES, REYNALDO RAMOSO

203

ONG, TRACY ANNE ANG

204

OPLE, FELIX FRANCIS BAUN

205

OPOSA, JUAN ANTONIO REMULLA

206

ORBETA, FRANCES GRACE ALLYANA ESPINOSA

207

ORTILE, NEIL GOTIS

208

ORTINEZ, RANELENE SUAVERDE

209

PAGLICAWAN, MARIA ANGELICA AGUILAR

210

PALAY, MABELLE GRACE ALVARADO

211

PANA, MELBOURNE ZIRO DIOKNO

212

PANGAN, NIELSON GARCIA

213

PARADO, MARIEL JANCES NHAYIN DUARTE

214

PARAS, RONALDO JOVES

215

PARCO, JOHN JOSEPH SUN

216

PASILIAO, EMILY GRACE SAJULGA

217

PATAGAN, GERILLE HOPE ESPIN

218

PAUSO, KATHRYN VICENTE

219

PEÑARANDA, JON DOMINIC PANGANIBAN

220

PENDATUN, SITTIE AMIRAH KADALUM

221

PEREZ, LILIBETH CABILLO

222

PIMENTEL, JOANNA PAULINE CRUZ

223

PIPO, EMIR CARLO REYES

224

POON, CLAUDIA UY

225

PRADO, CARLOS MANUEL SISON

226

PRE, MARIA TERESA DIAZ

227

PULIDO, KARINA NEBAB

228

QUINTANA, OLIVER JOHN CONCEPCION

229

RAMIZO, DOROTHEA MESA

230

RAMOS, AGATHA KRISTY FAJILAN

231

RAÑOLA, MARY ANN IBAÑEZ

232

REFRAN, YASMIN SINGH

233

REGALADO, RIANA CAMILLE ABAD

234

REGIS, LORD REX ABELLAR

235

REYES, MISHEIL RED

236

REYES, JAYMIE ANN RAMIREZ

237

REYES, JOSE ANTONIO SANTILLAN

238

REYES, MARIA KLARIDELLE ANDAYA

239

RILLON, NIGEL GAVILAN BANDONILL

240

RIOSA, LIEZL ENRIQUEZ

241

RIVERA, ROY IAN SALAZAR

242

RIVERO, REIANNA PRIS LAZARO

243

ROBERTO, RAUL PERALTA

244

RODRIGUEZ, ANNA KATARINA BANTEGUI

245

ROLDAN, JOYCE ANNE CAJAYON

246

RUBIO, DARWIN PERRY BRAGA

247

RUIVIVAR, MA. SCHEHERAZADE OBRA

248

RUIZO, LIWAY CZARINA SALEM

249

SACRAMENTO, ANNE JAYCELLE CRUZ

250

SAGARINO, RODELYNN RAJINI APOSTOL

251

SALAZAR, PATRICK HENRY DIZON

252

SALI, MOHAMAD JUMER CUISON

253

SALVADOR, FARINA REYNOSO

254

SALVADOR, ZYRA MAE BALCE

255

SAN JOSE, PHILLIP ESPIRITU

256

SANDALO, PURITA ANGELA LABANG

257

SANDOVAL, JOSEPHINE GRACE ROSALES

258

SANTOS, CELIE MARI BALAGTAS

259

SANTOS, JOHN BOITTE CONCEPCION

260

SANTOS, KARICHI ESCALANTE

261

SANTOS, REVYREN BAISA

262

SARTHOU, RONALD LUKE JR. TINTE

263

SEBASTIAN, BOBBY JOHNSON OLAVIDES

264

SEE, CANDICE FAYE TAN

265

SEGUI, ADRIAN DONALD LUNA

266

SERAPIO, ANGELI IBISATE

267

SERENO, JOSE LORENZO ARANAL

268

SERONA, MAY HAYDEE FATIMA MARTIN

269

SIAZON, NESTOR FERNANDO TIO CUISON

270

SILVA, AIDA MAY PONFERRADA

271

SINGZON, MARIA ELOISA IMELDA SERRANO

272

SOBREPEÑA, DEBORAH MIRIAM DE LA HOZ

273

SOLIMAN, NELLAINE ANNABELLE LORENZO

274

SOTTO, LEIGHTON JOHN MANANGHAYA

275

SUAREZ, SHIELA MAY ALCANTARA

276

SY, GRETCHEN CLAIRE CO

277

TABORA, JAKE RUPERT TALOBAN

278

TAN, MA. DONNABEL TABORA

279

TENORIO, REGINE AMOR PASCUAL

280

TENSUAN, MIGUEL ANTONIO SANTO TOMAS

281

TIOPIANCO, FRANCIS PAOLO PANALIGAN

282

TOBIAS, ANA PATRICIA RUIZ

283

TOLEDO, DARRYL KARL DANAZART VON TENORIO

284

TOLENTINO, JOSE LUIS ALLID

285

TORCUATOR, KAREN BALDERAMOS

286

TORDILLA, DONN GREITON DULCE

287

UY, MARTIN CHRISTOPHER CRUZ

288

UY, SHERRILL BLANCA YU

289

VALENTON, JOHVIE MAGBUO

290

VELASCO, LADY IVY VANITY DIMACULANGAN

291

VICTORIANO, SERGIO JR. LLANTOS

292

VILLANUEVA, OLGA PINTO

293

VILLANUEVA, VICTOR LORENZO LLAMAS

294

VILLAR, VIFERLYN DE VERA

295

VILLARUEL, ANDRES III TIGLAO

296

VILORIA, JESSIE VILLAMORE II JACINTO

297

YAM, MARK BENJAMIN CHENG

298

YAP, MARY GRACE CRUZ

299

ZARAGOZA, ANICKA NICOLI SINGSON

300

ZARENO, JEWELYNN GAY BATINO

301

ZUÑIGA, FATIMA ELIZA OLIVA

updated blog

finally... i was able to update this blog. I've been wanting to finish it for the longest time but I just didn't have the stamina to do it. whew! I'm so proud of myself. I know I'm not the techie type but i finally managed to somehow comprehend the links.. and voila.. I bring you Pilgrim's Notions..

hmm.. i hope this would motivate me to blog more often.. we'll see!

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Factotum @ Work

5 March 2008

The Parks and Wildlife Bureau (PAWB) invited the Office for a workshop on Philippine Policy Conference Initiative on Biodiversity, Indigenous Peoples' Rights and Intellectual Property Rights. It was an inter-agency workshop to outline the country's position on the international regime on access and benefit sharing. Beats me! I didn't even understand the discussion half of the time. I even got lost in their jargon of TKs, IPs, GRs, CBD, BP and all those hullabaloo. All I know is that our Office was instrumental in ratifying the Cartagena Protocol on Biosafety and International Treaty on Plant and Genetic Resources. Despite that, I chose to focus and observe the proceedings 'coz I've come to realize that there is a lesson behind every experience.

True enough, after much concentration I was amazed with the passion of these government representatives in defending their position and it seemed to me that they really know their stuff. I was inspired by this passion and it made me think that with the recent political uprisings, most Filipinos may have a negative perception of the government but what they don't know is that there are still people in the government who remain true to their mandate of delivering public service. These meetings should be the ones publicized to project an image that the government is still working to promote and uphold the rights of Filipino people.

Finally, I came to the conclusion that humans have a way of complicating things. They have a knack of instituting mechanisms to complicate things which are originally created to be shared by all. But since natural resources are limited, it is imperative for each country to protect its resources because the reality is - other societies are out to exploit for their own benefit.

Friday, February 22, 2008

inhibitions

I haven't written anything in a long time. Its not that I don't have anything to blog about - I've got a million things to write about. But I never got around to writing about it because I have a lot of inhibitions. I'm not a good writer, i'm aware of that. It seems like I don't know how to vividly describe what I had in mind. I'm so conscious about my grammar and I'm not sure if my thoughts are even coherent. I'm afraid somebody would comment about my entry. I just want to be inconspicuous. But at the same time I want to document all the things that happened to me. All the blessings that God has given me. I want to share it with all the people who's fond of reading blogs. And most importantly, I want to do this for me - so that I would be able to remember everything. So now, I'm trying hard to let go of all my inhibitions and just write. I don't care if someone reacts negatively towards it. I don't care anymore. I wanna do this for me and for all the people who would be inspired by what I write.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

old songs

haay.. its a lazy tuesday afternoon and I just finished cleaning my desk (above it and underneath it) as in mega-general clean up! oha, ako ba to? hehe.. I felt this sudden urge to clean my surroundings so that I can function well. sabi kasi dun sa personality test that we took last night in our unit hold - Let's get organized, sanguines! so, here's the first step to getting organized.

Anyway, while cleaning my desk, I've uncovered some old cd's which I haven't paid any attention to for the longest time. One is a cd from Joms containing old yfc songs. It just felt great to listen to these songs and reminisce my yfc experiences. One song is my all time favorite - Strong Arm 'coz there was a funny and humbling experience associated with it. :-)


Strong Arm

My child I knew you
Before the world began
I was there every time you wrote your name in the sand
And lately I know you've been through quite a storm
My child, I've been there since the day you were born

Oh, and I rule the wind
And yes I calm the sea
And the sun won't go down until I say it can leave
And as sure as my word I 'll stand here right by your side
And if you're just too weak to go on
Remember child, that I'm your strong arm

Now people will wonder and they'll stand amazed
They'll say you are a miracle and I will be praised
And even though your pain has been so hard to bear
Just know that I'm with you there's no need to despair

Lean on me, I'm your strong arm
I will never leave you


I do miss those yfc days - when we were young and carefree and our main concern was to make it through the sem. But, come to think of it, that wasn't my main concern after all. I was very busy with extra-curricular activities especially yfc events. That was the highlight of my college life.

Its just sad to think of the various issues confronting the CFC community right now. In reply to a friend's email, I was able to gather my thoughts and came up with this..

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beyond the issue, here's what i think - that rift was inevitable. for an organization composed of unique individuals with different principles and different levels of maturity, who have grown into very large proportions, it would be hard to unite all of these people under one banner because they are bound to promote their own principles. conflict starts when the individual member perceives that his principles are no longer compatible with the organization's beliefs. one way to resolve this would be to reconcile these differences and reach an agreement. but if the number of members who must be feeling this way reach a significant level, it would be very hard to reconcile - thus the natural thing to do would be to break away from the organization and form another group which would espouse their principles.

so i say, nobody is at fault here. they are just doing what they believe is the right thing - and that is fighting for their principles. that's the way human organizations work.

i do agree with you friend, "it doesn't matter in which organization i am in. the organization is there as a vessel to do the mission that was given to me." di ba yan ang lagi nating sinasabi nung nasa yfc pa tayo - do not find yourselves in yfc, find yourself in God. aptly put, do not find yourself in cfc, find yourself in God.

as for me, i'll be forever grateful for my yfc experience. i learned a lot of things and met a lot of good people whom i consider as my true friends (brothers and sisters in Christ) - kayo yun :-) and i'll treasure those memories.

the CFC community was instrumental in my renewal of commitment to Christ but i think i've outgrown that stage. i'm moving on in my journey towards living a more fruitful life for God with and without the help of any organization. this is my personal journey but i do appreciate the aid of people i meet along the way who have touched my life in various ways. at the end of it all, i think God would not ask me how many organizations i've joined but how much I've loved.

Thursday, September 6, 2007

gratefulness

This morning, I resolved to wake up early and jog at the Circle. Obviously, for vanity reasons, I felt like I was gaining weight and I don't like it. hehe.. Actually, the Circle is a good place to jog. I just don't like crossing from NHA towards the crossing. I felt like all those wheezing cars would bump me and leave me for dead. I swear, that'll be the death of me(God forbid!) its been a long time since I've been there, I noted several stores that I'd like to visit when I have the time - the Butterfly garden, Herbal garden and the skating rink.

Anyway, on my way home, I was tempted to buy taho. Its been quite some time since I've eaten taho and I was greatly disappointed. It didn't taste too good. So, when I saw a scruffy old man, sitting by the sidewalk, I decided to do my good deed right then and there. (The motive wasn't really that noble 'coz I wanted to dispose the taho and it was the perfect excuse.. ) And I thought he looked kinda hungry too so I'm sure he'd appreciate my taho.

But when I offered my taho to him, here's what he said to me, in straight english. "My Child, I am so grateful that you're sharing your food with me. But I can't take it coz I have arthritis. Thank you, thank you."

That's it? No punchline? It blew my mind away. It was the ultimate humbling experience. As I was looking into his clear eyes, trying to gauge the sincerity of his statement, I still had doubts in my mind. I was thinking that he'd end his statement with, "But you can give me some money instead." I swear, I'll walk out on him. But after he finished speaking those sincere words, I was speechless. I just managed to smile and walk on with all these thoughts racing through my mind.

I'm so ashamed of myself. I realized that my view of the world is so jaded. I'm paranoid that everybody is out to outwit anybody. It feels great to know that there are still kind hearted people out there who also see the goodness in everybody. I'd like to take that attitude to heart and live it. Gratefulness is also one trait which many of us have forgotten. All I hear are complaints - its too hot (be thankful there's no storm), i have so many things to do at the office (be thankful you have a job), the food does not taste good (be thankful you have something to eat).. the list is endless for things that we can be thankful about.

Be grateful - make it a habit!


P.S.

Also, Paulo Coelho's book entitled Veronika Decides to Die came to mind. What if he's one of those people? Someone who doesn't want to live within the bounds of societal norms. Society calls them crazy - they call it, freedom. And yes, I remember, I once wanted to have that kind of freedom but was too afraid to risk.
Maybe I'll talk more about this in my future posts.

Personal Resolution

16 August 2007

After several years of hee-hawing on my decision, I finally resolved to pursue the study of law for the following reasons:

* I want to learn the intricacies of law - I want to understand the technical aspects of law and its contribution in promoting a harmonious environment.

* I want to be able to affect other people's lives and have a direct impact and contribution in helping them.

* My personal advocacy would be juvenile delinquency and sexual abuse. I want to assure them that they are not alone in this fight and that they still have a hope for a brighter future despite the things that happened to them.

* I want to be able to help my local government. If the local officials are willing, I can help them devise plans to improve the locality.

* I do think that these reasons would motivate me to wake up in the morning and help me fulfill my mission in this life.

* Moreover, a solid grounding in the study of law would help me form my own opinion regarding pertinent issues in the society.

All of these things, I lift up to God and implore His Divine guidance and blessings for my future decisions.

Plan of Action
1. start reviewing for LAE
2. enroll in a review program
3. ask Rude is she'd like to take the entrance exam
4. keep it mum :)
5. pray and pray for guidance
6. talk to ate sansu and atty viva regarding plans

30 March 2009
On Retrospect: I made it to law school. And now, I'm struggling to survive this madness :)

On death and living

21 July 2007

With the recent deaths of Dr. Fredegusto David and Bro. Gene Sanchez, I realized how fleeting life is. There's no sense pursuing mundane things. The mission of every human being is to touch and directly impact other people's lives. In the lives of these two gentlemen, God has truly guided them. They led quiet lives but they impacted a lot of people by the way they lived their lives. They have shown us how to live a life of passion for what they deemed as important. May God help us to be more like them - in patience, perseverance and quiet contentment.

Understanding of God

15 July 2007

What if Mary and God are one Supreme Being?
He/she/it has no gender. Its just a manifestation of the human gender but its one and the same. We attribute or attempt to understand the Supreme Being's personification in the way we understand it as humans.

The human's spiritual experience of the manifestation of the Supreme Being is relative to the Spirit's need to gain a deeper understanding of the entirety of the Supreme Being.

Its like language - we have different languages, different ways of expressing ourselves and understanding things. But there's a universal truth -we all believe in the Supreme Being. That our world originated from something or someone more powerful than we are - all knowing, omniscient, omnipotent. Since our senses are limited, we can only grasp a certain facet of this Being's entirety and we use this as our guiding principle / living motto in how we live our lives, how we attempt to understand how this Being work and how we give back our praises to the Supreme Being in gratitude. The Being's gender is not a hindrance to our understanding of the Being's entirety. So, Our Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit and the Blessed Mother could all be personifications of the human being's understanding of the Supreme Being given one's human capacity. Although a semblance of form and structure is also essential so that the believers will have a common understanding of the Supreme Being - much like Wittgenstein's language game.

Like the language, it originated from the human being's desire to communicate with another individual. First, it may have started with only two beings understanding each other using a particular form or semblance of language and then when they became many and many people understand each other using this form - it became established as a formal language.

To each according to his needs. So we attach a certain attribute to the Supreme Being based on our needs. For example, the birds may have or believe in a Supreme Being of worms because they would need someone to guide them / lead them to an abundance of worms. In Jesus' teaching, even the birds of the air are important to him, much more is the human being whom the Supreme Being created in one's own image and likeness.

Maybe that's the reason why we call upon the saints who have spent their lives contemplating on the entirety of the Supreme Being - so that we can follow their steps and grasp what they have grasped and gain an understanding of the Supreme Being.

Religion places a semblance of structure in the human being's understanding of a particular facet or attribute of the Supreme Being.

So, what is the implication of this in our daily Christian living?

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

silencio

I was invited to a retreat last weekend. I didn't really know what the retreat was all about but I thought I really needed a break so I decided to join anyway. Apparently, the retreat, which was sponsored by Notre Dame de Vie, was all about prayer symbolically represented by quenching one's thirst by meeting Jesus at the well.

It was a new experience for me since the community espouses the importance of silence within the halls of the retreat house. They believe that one can be in communion with the Spirit through silence. For someone who really loves to talk, it was awkward at first. But after a while, silence becomes your company - in everything that you do, like eating, washing the dishes, walking, etc.

There was one session facilitated by Fr. Em (short for Emmanuel) which was all about prayer. Initially, i thought i already knew everything there is to know about prayer. I mean, at a very young age I was already taught how to pray. By sharing the story about Jesus and the Samaritan woman, Fr. Em presented a new aspect about prayer, which gave me food for thought throughout the retreat. Here are a few points that he raised:

- In order to pray, one must have the will to pray. One must learn how to pray.
- According to St. Therese of Avila, prayer is nothing else than the close sharing between friends. This means taking time frequently to be alone with him whom we know loves us.
- Each encounter with Jesus is a prayer.
- Notice that Jesus met the Samaritan woman at a well in the outskirts of the town. This could mean that if you want to have a special encounter with Jesus, you need to get out of the noise.
- It is also possible to meet Jesus daily, even in ordinary places.
- There was also a verse about Jesus becoming very tired from the journey - he can empathize with our weaknesses.
- One doesn't have to wait until you feel worthy in order to pray. Even sinners can meet Jesus in prayer.
- In the dialogue between Jesus and the women, both friends are thirsty when they came to the well. Jesus starts the dialogue in prayer. And he is waiting for you at the well.
- Its a comforting thought that God desires us and prayer is an encounter of God's thirst for us.
- When he asked the woman to give him a drink, it was the love of the woman that he was seeking. Jesus is thirsty for our love.
- Love is giving and receiving. We just have to allow God to love us. God is waiting for someone who will accept his love.
- For us to accept his love, we have to enter into the covenant and open up our hearts to him. Although, God respects your will to accept or reject his love.
- St. John of the Cross declares that: "It should be known that if a person is seeking God, his beloved is seeking him more."
- The Holy Spirit is the living water.
- There are several wellsprings of faith such as the Word of God and liturgical prayer within us. Faith is something that belongs to us. It can also be a talent that one can exercise through actions. Do your little acts of faith and at the end of the dialogue, Jesus reveals himself.
- We cannot measure God's presence according to our own feelings.
- True adoration is the movement of body and soul. ad- to want and oration-oral. It is an act of bringing or giving oneself to God and to come to him in a free and personal way.
- If you want to discern your vocation, start doing / fulfilling your eternal vocation and your practical vocation will be revealed.


Let me end this with three statements. I came... I saw... I left..
I came... not knowing what to expect from the retreat.
I saw... a different aspect of prayer and a contemplative attitude towards it. I realized that a lot of people are also thirsting for more of Him, including me. And our thirst can only be quenched in prayer.
I left... with a lighter bounce to my step knowing that my God is just waiting for me to come to him in prayer.