Friday, February 22, 2008

inhibitions

I haven't written anything in a long time. Its not that I don't have anything to blog about - I've got a million things to write about. But I never got around to writing about it because I have a lot of inhibitions. I'm not a good writer, i'm aware of that. It seems like I don't know how to vividly describe what I had in mind. I'm so conscious about my grammar and I'm not sure if my thoughts are even coherent. I'm afraid somebody would comment about my entry. I just want to be inconspicuous. But at the same time I want to document all the things that happened to me. All the blessings that God has given me. I want to share it with all the people who's fond of reading blogs. And most importantly, I want to do this for me - so that I would be able to remember everything. So now, I'm trying hard to let go of all my inhibitions and just write. I don't care if someone reacts negatively towards it. I don't care anymore. I wanna do this for me and for all the people who would be inspired by what I write.